your life and my life is diff from now onwards

Okay ,i'm using marcus laptop right now so wont be able to login my tumblr account ,imagine that i can even forget the pw that i sign up for ,gosh ! okay start from today :
-meeted mel and co and amk platform
-went to buy ice-cream ,sushi and ate ice-cream of course
-up there le ,had games ,worship ,testimonial and of course song song song
-mahjong for 2 hours plus
-go to tap mall 1 had dinner
-meet up with marcus
-and home sweet home .

tmr wakey at 7 am in the super early morning ,cause need to travel down to expo !^^v
and never forgets my KFC breakfast !^^ okay ,see you guy on my tumblr ^^

I didn want to be firends with you anymore ,you is you and me is me !i don give a fucking care anymore , if we really really pong qiao meet dao just say hi or even just walk away ,i wont be waiting for you to call me ,cause not worth it will only waste my time on ppl like you . whatever ~ play some more tricks lor ,and i really tired i don want play with you anymore ,cause it will only cause super lot and infinity of misunderstanding !so don come disturb me ,if you don i wont also ! but from the start you're disturbing me now ,keep telling my stuff rather then what i do to another person !what the fuck is this ! if you were me will you happy ?will you ask that person why you tell her ?but did i ever ask ,i just keep quite !whatever ,i don give a fucking damn to it !just wait .... and oh yah after what i write listen to it carefully ,after what i write i'm just confessing what you do and i do ,plus its okay after i write i wont be so small minded to remember all this stuff ,i'll just let it forget everything ! plus will pray for you ! i want change into a brand new adallyn ,i'm gonna change ,not like you stay in your wonderfull lala land ^^ opps ^^

A prayer dedicated to you :
i hope that everything you do will go on smoothly ,having great and wonderful friend with you , every burden you carry on will go away ,hope your GPA for nitec course will get 4 pointer ,hope you happy in everthing now ,no friends misunderstanding plus don be two headed snake in life and laslty all the best in everything you do ,AMEN ^^

Everybody had flaws not everyone are perfect ,:D

Sorry guys eh ,will not post anymore ! Bye !

You'll get your retribution one day just wait

Hello peeps ^^
now is 12.15 am and i'm still awake ,insomia. seriously when i'm on my 3 week holiday the latest time that i slept is 4 am in the morning .so now like not used to it le ,but will try ba ,and tmr start school 12 pm ,:D today school was fine but i kept sweating due to the hotness .I had a lot of presentation ,project plus the worst ROLE PLAY on this WED and yet i have not even perpare yet or rather say in i haven even touch yet ,shag ,STRESS AH ,i tell you ,7 weeks leh ,plus got big exam on may to june ,TRIPLE STRESS ,but nevertheless i play mahjong to de-stress^^hahahahahs ^^v ,now so into mahjong already ,love it to the max can ^^ lols .okay meet girlf meijun at 10.15 or 20 for our breakfast at KFC !

Yesterday ,mahjong was fun ,charmaine(laogong) ,marcus ,serene ,jiatong ,wei jun ,xing xing and qy comes my house for mahjonging ~

I don care anymore ,disapointed in you ,so many people trusted in you and you this two headed snake ,i don care already ,i'll live life to the fullest and i'll move on ,for you ,i think you better stay in your own lala land to day dream ba ,cause world are realistic ! Not like you ,love dramatic to the max ! whatever ~say somemore also ,don think i don know anything also ,i think you should re consider what you just did and please grow up ,cause only people like you stay in lala land !I'm so sorry that if whatever i wirte and is the same what you're doing now i mean nothing i'm just fa xie-ing in my own blog !
meeting girlf early bright morning just to eat KFC Breakfast ,sot de ^^ but love her i think the both of us should book rooms to Mental hospital in case we need to live there ,lols Ciaos sayonara ^^

MIxed feeling/.

Hello peeps ^^
back to posting ,yesterday didn online at all during the nights times ,cause was busying playing mahjong ,i finally know how to play le ,play mahjong with charmaine marcus and corlene ( my sister ) plus two rounds with mummy ! then we played till 11 plus and they went back home !

Today ,meeted serene and jiajing 130 at admiralty to visit mars at braddel we reach there accompany serene to cut hair and eat and aftermath visit mars le ,after our visit went to tpy library ,wow its like years sice i went libaray borrow book lor ! hahash ^^ and and aftermath went to buy KOI CAFE tea ,i brought chocoate milk tea ,wow super duper nice nice ,aftermath went to burger king and slack not long after yao teng comes and they talked talked after that went for puff and got this two sale person keep asking me to sign up for things which i don wish to ,and i stand there like 15 min talking to the sale man ,lols ,afterthat went to popular hilarous i tell you ,serene choose her pens like fucking long lor ,really i swear even jiajing and yao teng eat finish le ,she still choosing i think we spent about 1 hour at popular which i usually don stay so long at popular ,lols aftermath went for puff again and chat ! i find that jiajing ad yaoteng is hiralous people ,jokes arinud and laugh heartily ,lols ! and afterthat went to take train and meet charmaine there !while they went for drink ,i think they coming my house tmr also ! for mahjong !!!! oh my ,i guess i already addicted to playing mahjong ^^ LOLS
okay ,cook baked rice and marcaroni tmr also if its successfully baked ! lols ,so i going to my BED liaos cause its calling me to bed !


How how ,left 1 day to school reopens !how how ,i haven done all my homeworks rather its can say in my project, role play ,study for reo test unit 1 -8 plus plus my res role play ,memories and memories ,its killing my brain cell !and the worst is i still cant forget you and i promise myself that i would and i can forget you when my shool starts .but it wont works at all ,how how ? i don know what to do ,keep myelf busy ? eat when i'm think of you ? sleep ?play games ?go out? But i think that blogging doesnt help in anyway ,it just increase my love for you only !okay shall use my ways to forget you you you you you !

Do you know it's hurt to see you behaving this way ,i guess you will never know !arghhh , i feel like commit suicide !!!!!!!!! and rebirth the next time ! cause this me is so sucks . Sucks to the max ! cause i don even understand what i'm thinking right now ! Feel like qutting school , causes its kill my brain cell ,): so much ,i keep having headache and feel like vomitting ,this few days keep repeating the same routine !REALLY ,): arghhhhh ,i need someone to talks to right now ,cause i feeling so sucks right now and whenever i need somemone the someone is not there ,so that is your SO CALLED friends !

If friend are there for you no matter what but how comes mine is so suck with friendship!If friends are there for you no matter what ,how comes mine dont .if friend are there for you no matter what, how comes mine likes to sucks up people shoe .if friends are there for you no matter what ,how comes mines is like that ,i don understand so this is called FRIENDSHIP !

Whatever ignore my post ,i think something went wrong with my brain ,will type this out !

This messsage is for you :D
don sad le lah ,contiune live life to the fullest !don think too much le :D
i don wanna know anything btw them nor whoever tell me bad things about other person okay stop all your things plus you okay what how come become so emo ,emo no good its causee sickness to come ,laugh ,cheer up :D

BAKED RICE FAILED ,):

Headache + vomiting = SICK/.
Oh my ,i cant get to sleep toss here and there plus i'm not feeling well ! suck big time lah ! okay get to my day for today !

-meeted mel for lunch eated mos burger
-chat and guess what we click well ,Laugh :D
-follow up and meet charmaine aftermath
-didn went for carl's junior ,go next time instead of today plus poepye (spelling error)
-went to take bus 169 home ,and the moment i reach home is sleep ,headache is killing me right now !

Tomorrow plans will be cooking baked rice or macaroni !
ciaos /

SIAH AH BAO

Mixed feeling/
I feel like posting this again ,really .
have this feeling to post also ! i wanna blog out everything !

On December 2008 I was on the platform going to work at 8 am in the morning and that when i saw charmaine there with you ,you all are going to sentosa with cell people , at first i did not talk to you, i kept talking to charmaine cause i don know you ,after we got into the train i started to introduce myself to you and we shake hands and talk a little bit and that all of our conversation !

aftermath , on Januanry ,i saw you at bugis with your secondary school mates ,and that time i was like ,wow ,god heard what i said to him and i was like woots damn happy and the most coincidence is we took the same train back to admiralty after we got down .i say hello to you and said i was charmaine friends still remember me ,and you say hello to my mummy ! i still remember !

Afterthat ,i have your number and started to msg you & at that point of time i was happy ,Laugh ! msg and msg afterthat we stop our msging !
Been through alot of stuff with friends /friendship problem and lot of it are happening ,i was very unhappy at that time and hope that you msg me !
Longing for your msg and around afternoon ,i went to popular with friends and you texted me and ask me question ,where am i or what i am doing ! and you even texted me lame jokes & at that time i share my problem with you cause we're bestfriend ! at that time i was like ,wow its been the first time that a guy would really care so much about me ,ask me about my friend stuff and you 're at your friend house watched ip man ! and we stop our msg also !

On valentines day 2009 ,i saw you at heart of god church ! i gaven you chocolate and we did a little small talk etc !
afterthat we hardly meet but msging !evrytime i went to causeway i will definately went to B1 ichban sushi and see are you working there at least i get to see you over there ! On the last day at HOGC ,you even texted me how was the service for today etc etc !

My N level coming ,and you even texted me how i'm coping with it ?etc etc !and i didn expect you at MAC while i'm at MAc too ,coincidence !afterthat we didn msg for a very long period only on msn !

And christmas 2009 , i thought i will never see you at HOGC ,cause its rather late liao ,and i saw you ,very funny ,i thought who called me so many times and i kept looking behind and that's was you ,you are the want calling me ,i was like LOLS :D and you even ask charmaine to pass me chocolate also ,touch ! :D
on the very last day of 2009 ,i texted you and wish you ,and asked you at church ah ,fun ma ?and you texted me you are playing poker or somethings else (i think so)
and afterthat you texted me what am i doing ? wow ,this really touched lah ,i was like damn happy and didn know how to reply you ! afterthat we didn msg le till now or rather today !even my birthday ,you didn even wish me and yet i still remember yours i thought you say we're forever BESTFRIEND !till now i still cant really forget you ,cause i really jiu shi cant ,i everytimes say aiya ,don care le lah but i still will care for you ! i don know what happen to me or rather why i turn out like this ,but i makes sure that we're forver Bestfriend instead of bgr ! Lastly ,i wanna say THANKS to you ,bring me so many Lame jokes and concern as a bestfriend cause from now onwards i will forget you and treat you as a friend to me ,BYE SIAH BAOSHENG !

After i blog i feel much more better then just now ,keep everything in my heart ,my hearts cant fill anything anymore cause you're always the first piority in my heart but now i wont ,i'll looks on the bright side ,and of course STUDY comes first !LOLS ,i think i will use this few day to forget what we do ,text or msn everything that concerning about you before my school starts ! yea ,ADALLYN AW SUYI ,you can do it de !Gambathay!

LAUGHS ,meeting cilque tomorrow !:D and carl's junior of course with charmaine and marcus !

STACY HOUSE

Hello peeps ^^v
today wake up bathe abd evrything went to amk to meet clique to do project but in the end we ate le and walk around aftermath nothing to do went separate way ,me and angel took train to tpy ,hmm ,her boyf quite ok lah ,meet peifang there and we took shuttle bus there very near lor ,hahahs so reach there about 4 plus so we went to gaint for our dinner ,aftermath took our small mercedes(golf car ) back to hostle and slack ,talk many things with peifang etc and the chef for tonight will be stacy boyf ,he cooking for us ,woots nice nice the food hahahs ^^ then aftermath we ate le its 8 plus so we play mahjong ,wah seh ,tell you from the beginning i keep losing accept the last round ,for the whole game i win 1 time only !not fair the place which i sit not good de ,must change seat the next time !^^ afterthat cab home with peifang ,one sentence A great days with them ,really !ok , my BED is calling me liao ,ciaos ,sayonara

awesome service :D

Hello everybody :D
meet charmaine at 10 plus bus to admiralty to have my KFC breakfast ,its so yummy :D i swear ^^ post the photos tmr man lots of photos to post ,kay then went to cut my fringe ,now super short lor ,haahs but i love it to the max ^^v then home bathe and prepare to wait for charmaine babe to come my house and bus to admialty ,damn it hate the rainnnnnnn ,ruin my make up shit it .Afterthat meet ivan kho at expo mrt so he walk me and charmaine babe to expo hall 8 ,wow man ,the servive was awesome really ,the drama was nice ^^ then afterthat the service went to orchard to eat WAN TON MEE ,^^ my FAV ,valerie babe not working today ,SAD ): then shop shop awhile train back to meet YANTING and XAVIER plus her friends(shun)LOLS^^ Big brother to me yea ,^^v lols then now posting ,tmr posting the photos ,all are FOOD like de ,^^

Pastor Kong service
-garment of sin and gulit
-garment of sickness and disease
-garment of .....................

PS ,forget some already ,CHC people are awesome ,plus very very friendly ,:D
LOVES IT to the max ,^^v got this very guy ,shake hands with me ,LOLS fa hua chi ,:Dkays post more tmr this only the briefing only ,:D ciaos

you are my sunshine ^^v

Hello Peeps ^^v
yesterday charmaine comes my house at 5 plus and we left my house around 7 plus to raffles city to marks and spencer and brought my chocolately mini rolls afterthat saw one thights very nice so called my center point friend and found out that she workingso went over to somerset to buy thights was 20 buck for 3 pairs but after staff discount its was 15 bucks cheap right ,hahahs afterthat went to cupage to eat wan ton mee ,THUMBS UP ^^ afterthat trian back to woodland find serene ,super boring so decided to watch movie and we manage to buy movie tickets and we watched the clash of titans ,THUMBS UP ^^v then we accompany seene walks home and she want puff so we went to blk 113 to find her friends ,zhe jia for puff and know this little didi ,LOLS ^^ and we slack till 1 plus cause my movie starts at 2 am afterthat watch finish le walks home and charmaine comes my house to stay ,so we slept at 4.45 am and we wake up at 1 pm ,didn realise that we slept till 1 also ,so ate my lunch and she went home afterthat. Watch 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 cool THUMBS UP ^^ watch till 7 plus ,daddy fetch me and sister to admiralty for dinner ,we ate KFC and afterthat charmaine comes and find us and after we eat went over to 768 to help mum's buy things and off we go home and she slack till 10 pm then go home already !thats all for today entertainment ,tmr's outing wwith ivan to his church afterthat feel like going orchard !!!!! i want to eat wan ton mee ,hohohoho^^ actually wanna buy belts if have but my $$$$$$ fly away already lor ^^v Arggggh ,i haven even touch my books or rather worksheet yet ,have been staying at home rotting or either went out with friends ,gotta mug hard already ,STUDY STUDY STUDY ,i must love this course ^^ in order for me to pass !^^v i want my attachment to comes quicky so i can work no need to study ,well actually i enjoy working rather then studying but no choice have to get a cert ,if not i already working already lor ^^v hahahs okays ,update tmr ,gotta watch 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 already ^^v ciaos ,sayonara

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂

Hello peeps ^^v
didn went with ahdor today to club !hope she don mind !i had been staying at home like !@#$%^&* very bored ,went for interview yesterday and yet they haven even called me ,i scared that don even called me ): suan le if they never called me !
today stay at home bored ttm ,really later gonna meet charmaine and yanting ?charmaine coming my house to overnight ,yea ! hooray (: can heart to heart talk liao le (: Love her to the max lah ,later i wanna buy something from mini bits ^^ cause i got 10 buck voucher as yanting give me as a birthday present ,love her too ^^ i feel like eating marks and sencer de mini extreme chocolately rolls ,feel like eating that should i go buy first then meet them ?feel like eating it so much ^^v who wants buy for me ?LOLS ,CHOCOLATE+CHOCOLATELY=FATS ): hmm,i think i go buy first then meet them ba !hohoho^^v at around 6 train to city link there ?so long never meet lim wei cheng liao .got moey jiu don want meet me liao ,so bad hor him plus got new girlf (so called) also don want meet me liao ,): sad ): kays,going to marks and spencer soon ,bye ^^v

你从不知道在我的肩膀只有你一个人的地老天荒

Hello peeps ^^v
back to post ,firstly Happy belated birthday to verily besti ^^
KKKK,finally bro is back for dinner ,hohohoho ,had a secret and small talk with him ,shhhhhhh ,secret ^^heehee ,the channel 8 at 8 pm de dennis sim is soooooooo handsomeeeeeeeeee , hahahs plus currently this few day like three male celebrity ,first is show luo ,huang xiao ming and lan cheng long ,oh my, this three are so handsome to the max ,fa hua chi already ,i want my future boyf to be like them so handsome to the max ,hohoho^^ Show luo is coming to singapore i want to go but bro say nope and he will buy for me the CD once is available !^^v yeap ,should i go with ahdor to club ? buts its a group of girl leh ,but bro say nope lor ,wth ..
still deciding ,but i never been there before leh ,should i go there see see look look ?^^ don't know ,wanted to buy a black jacket so much ,bugis or cotton on ?anybody have any ideas ?tomorrow gonna meet charmaine to buy the jacket already plus meeting her to her appointment first then to bugis ?perharps ba !^^ shall see how first lor ,^^ meeting nicole also ?haiyo ,who should i meet with ?tmr meet serene also ,to pass her the 10 bucks which she want borrow from me ,she so poor things uh ,stop taking about her le ^^ i want to travel alot of places like taiwan ,hong kong ,korea ,japan ,australia ,europe etc once i had the money i gonna go to alot of places so my future boyf :this is your job to surport me to this places uh ,bear in mind !^^ kays ,i'm not that bad also ^^v plus currently i wanna jian fei so should i go for gyming ? swimming ?running ? i feel that i'm FAT cause i have been eating non stop since the day i'm holidaying ,seriously i think i fat by 2 kg already,whatever -.- haven been receiving your msg lately ,where're you ,mr right ?kays ,i like had so many hua to blog ,i think this is the longest of all in the previous post ^^ tmr plans will be meeting charmaine to her appointment first then to bugis the back to causway and pass serene 10 bucks afterall go home and sleep till full full ,cause might be going out with ahdor ,woots i think its like 1 years plus i never see dao her already ,really ^^ so i'm so happy that im gonna meet her ^^V ,kays stop till here le ,post when my next visit to here ^^ ciaos ,sayonara :D

你的发像月光
不能握在手上
却是一线希望

你脸庞花一样
轻滑过玻璃窗
留下一道感伤

你的世界 离我有多遥远 我不思量
只为你红尘路上 寂寞清唱


靠近你身旁
把痴心隐藏
默默欣赏 爱你的人过往

你的眼泪 落在风里 是我一生难忘
转眼间多少春秋 孤独收场

不曾走入你心房
在梦里把你探望
你会不会依偎在我的胸膛

你从不知道
在我的肩膀
只有你一个人的地老天荒

BS

Hello peeps (^^v )<----- sibei cute .
tody rotting at home ,don feel like going interview so decided to go tmr ,i swear that tmr wil go for interview ,don even know that they hiring me anot ,maybe dua me ,i also don know lor :D feeling so depressed lor ,curently msn with jeffery chong jun jie ,fucking so long never msn ,msg cum going out with him le lor ,:D its like years lor ,damn miss him lah !hahahs kays back to msn with him ans jun hao le ,bye



Hais ,i didn receive your msg very long already neh ,like your birthday till now ?yea ,even my birthday you also can forget about it ,well i really damn miss you from the day till now ,we didn contect at all ,isnt great !Shagggggggg dayyyyyyyy :( damn it i'm thinking about you now ,shit it !
Can i forget about you and everything ,but the moment i online FB ,i will definately go to view your profile and lots of thing which related to you ,why ?i think i very stupid to think of you and well you can even forget about me !!!! hais don feel good this few days although lots of funny things happen ,:(

Just back home after meeting clique ,:D
-Didn went to surport nicole so stay at home and waited for laogong conference end and come to my house to slack and guess what marcus give me one condom ,Laugh :D then she edit blogskin and everything and i watch tv etc and went to prepare to meet serene first .Went to JP for her phone and afterthat meet yun feng ,wesly ,clement for dinner then aftermath went for puff ,:D and slack there and kain meng come (dk how to spell) and slack awhile aftermath took train back to woodland while they took train toward jurong and here i'm to post ,:D

Didn went to celebrate verily besti yesterday plus today ,really sorry about it !yesterday i thought they celebrte around 5 plus and i get back home at 6 plus and they haven celebrate ,hais ,should have gone down lah and celebrate with her ,sorry celebrate with you net time and i confirm will go de ,sorry about it !
hope you don't mind plus the present isit okay ,:D

Tmr meeting serene chua again for job interview ,wau lau is at bishan ,hope i can get this job lah ,): no $$$$$$$$$ already still don want let me work ,so tmr i'm going for inteview ,:D

laogong ,today i saw you cry over money issue ,hais ,don cry ah ,sae up all the money and put it ,go and work ?and earn it yourself don use your mum money ,Cheer many up ,:D going to marina barage soon(dk how to spell )
Bye lovely ,hope my interview pass !^^v goodnights

Hello peeps ^^v
I'm back to post ,hmmm nothing goes on this few days ,just back from meeting serene only ,:D

Got a lot of thing to write today & i visited Mars alr ,oh he really change alot ,really alot ,plus we got a very small talk like 30 min with his mum and dad too ,hais hope when he come up will be very good guy plus treat serene very good ba ,hope so :D

after that went for a small shopping myself and went home around 6 plus then bathe eat and meet serene at woodland mart mac for revision ,she never go Study again ,): Fuck her right ,got study don want go ,shit her lah ! then we talk and talk in the end she also ever study ,saw charmaine ong ,cindy and jazreel last but not least had a small talk with kok rong and about 10 plus walk to bus stop and sent serene off le ,then here i'm to post !

Oh yah ,meeted yanting yesterdy for facial and etc afterthat took cab over to amk and do our facial and train down to woodland for dinner ,didn went to class chalet by the time i go down what time alr ? plus i very tired on that day and no mood to go ,Somebody spoled my mooooodddddddd ,FUCK !then had our dinner and bused home and laogong de ez link was lost again ,oh my ,looked for her card and its not reallly there so bused back to inter change to report lost and the person ask her to remake a new want fuck right haven even found it and ask her to make a new want ,poor her had to waste 36 bucks on the card ,wasted man ,hais ,but cheer up (: heehee ,okay stop here ,tmr meeting the same ppl again !bye ^^v <----- this look very cute hor

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !:D
okay i wanna thanks this people :
On MSN
-Huijuan
-Helene
On phone
-Ron
-jie
Msg
-yanting
-siti
-baby kyrine
-Meijun girlf
-verily besti
-qingyan
-valerie
-Laifong
-jingyi
-jiatong
-qiuying
-charmiane ong
-xinyi koh
On FB
-Peifang
-ruiying
-verily besti
-meijun girlf
-Xiao flame(junhao)
-jenny
-qing yan
-wani
-liting
-fang xin
-serene
-shuhui
-jun yang
-mazlinda
-junior
-ahqilim
-sinyei
-Laifong
-Mr ang
-chris
-Pei shan
-Rinna
-zi hui
-joanna
-charmaine ong
-ivan
-aaron
-han
-fuying
-nurizan
-Natalie
-meiping
-Gabriel
-dolly
-xiao shuang
-Dorisa
-kenneth
-xinyi
-Priscila

Okay wake up follow mum's to woodland mart to buy things and homed ,bathe etc do some steamboat things aftermath go fetch sister after school and meet laogong also ,aftermath went to grandma house to take sotong etc ,backed home go to take 964 to industrial park to buy bakon was lost abit over there but manage to buy our things and went to buy fish ,everyody was wearing jcket so me and laogong was like inside cold meh ,and when we reach inside we cannot tahan the cold its below 0 degree see the coldness omg ,then take taxi home msg girlf on the way home and they come my house downstair for a small celebration ,thanks for everythings you all do really appreciate that loves ya :D and afterthat eat and waited for the time to come which is 7 pm .finally it reach 7 serene they all haven come yet ?so we call them and msg them ,and they reach at 7 45 ,and guess what they at my house downtair do the present for me ,its very nice ,i love it to the Max ,this year is the most wonderfull year i had ,really ;D AFTER THAT SINGING S4ECTION ,eat le jiu back to steamboating hahahs ,aftermath send them home and on the way ,puff again ,:D i wish that everything i wish for will comes true ah ,:D heehee ,okay stop here le ,left 10 more min and my birthdya is ove le ,bye :D

Althought left 1 and a half hours to my birthday but its seem like a very normal days to me ,feel nothing at all ,Im not happy ):

Hello peeps :D
the photos above are taken yesterday at K box !
meet laifong at admiralty and didn expect i go in she come out ,so i waited for her at sembwang and train to meet serene aftermaths saw her taking a cake and i know what going to happen alr ,so we train down to cinileisure and went to K box to reserve our timing and walk a little while went toilet to camwhored and go out to puff then waited for laogong to comeeee ,laogong come went to koufu and eat me and laogong eat pepper lunch while laifong and serene eat cai fan aftermath went to K BOX ,sing and sing camwhore alot inside the room really ,50 over photos leh ,how not to love them and sing sing then the person at K BOX is really nice helped me to light the candle before bringing in ,awwwww loved K BOX ,camwhore and sing BIRTHDAY SONG ,aftermaths sing alr went to wisma meet jiatong ad walk alittle while over there and off to fep for a little shopping for serene ,awwww ,i didn brought anything at there what a wasted trip but its okay and i brought cigg from 7 eleven didn expect that i can buy throught maybe looks mature lah on what i'm wearing on that day ,so we wak to take train and on the way home saw dyon then train back tgt and bused back tgt also ,hahahs so nice of him help me take my bag ,don misunderstood we're friends and we are not compiatable so don say we're compaitable ,waited for bus and bused home so nice of laifong took the bus with us hahahahs ,dyon alight le then jiatong hilarious things happen ,you know i know uh ,aftermaths was me and laogong trn to get off left laifong alone ,:D hahahahs !

Things happen for a reason !:D
Althought i did celebrate my advance birthday but i'm 50 %happy and 50 % sad !hais ...forget it ,i'm so tired tired about everything yes it's totally everything ,going physically and mentally break down but still thanks for everythings you girls did ,thanks alot see you all tmr ah !

To my how many years liao de girlf ,get things relax ,everythings take it easy and you'll get what you want ,physically ,mentally and emotional break down is not good,cheer many yea ,see you tmr !

p/s :some photos haven upload yet stay tune

I"M so SAD ): right now ,): nothing can ever replace my sadness !FUCK YOU

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

Just back home eating dinner with relative ,its awesome !today went for my apointment and after that surpose to meet serene sis but due to not feeling well feel like vomit so decided to go home instead of meet her ,homed use a little while and off to sleep then off to take bus and i saw MR ANG ,woots ~ so now i still msging serene sis like 1 week straight and meet her 1 week straight also ,lols tmr meeting the 5 SIS but jiatong sis not coming so only 4 ,serene chua sis ,i know what you going to od le ,hahahs ,so tmr no need to give me surprise le ,i know le !hahahaahahahahs ,woot counting down to 50 more hours to my big day (look like marriage uh but no ) lols ,kay gotta help serene sis upload her photos le lah :D

Okay ,above that photos is me and charmaine(laogong) there is a lot of words which i don know how to explain to her ,i wanna thanks her for every thing she do for me ,really thanks if not her ,i probably wont be me ! really ,alot of tings happen i know that if the whole world of ppl walk out in my life i know you wont cause you alwys there for me ,i know that even how much we like msging till not happy but we still FRIENDS ,i really want to thanks her for sometimes tolerate my attitude toward her ,plus i'm saying sorry to her as sometimes i really giving her lots of attitde ,hope she wont mind !i really appreciate this FRIENDSHIP with her ,i wish that this FRIENDSHIP last till we die AND LASTLY I LOVE YOU MILLION LOTS

A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue.
Life without a friend is death without a witness.
You May Be One Person To The World But You May Be The World To One Person.
if you haven't learned what friendship means then you haven't learned anything

Kay ,just helped serene sis upload her photos at her blog ,woots now its my turn to upload the things m&s people haven call me yet maybe i should be patience abit lah ,LOLS this are the photos that we capture yesterday enjoy it !

I'M BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED ,so i'm editing my blog plus update all the links ,Now 12.19 pm only leh ,BORED LAH ,(: wanna go out with lovely girls soon lah !SIAN TTM ,NOBODY online MSN ,so i have to talk cock with myself ,LOOKS SO LAME ,:D KAYS lah ,later still upload the photos :D

Kays ,just back meeting sis serene ,wow ,this few day kept meeting her ,fun overall and not forgetting charmaine babe ,love them both ttm !Kay ,basically got tons of photos seriously have but i lazy to upload maybe upload tmr cause need to help sis upload her things in her blog ,we're going sat and sun ,sun is for outing the whole group of us and sat will be just slacking and chit chat lor ,haiyo didn meet up with yanting today ): sad ,wanna see her adorable son but hais never meet dao her ): she never pick up my call and reply my msg ,): sad liao lor ,and i know what sis going to give me surprise le its so obvious and i knew it so not surprise and fun anymore ,(: but still wanna thanks them for celebrating with me like damn early lah !okay ,gotta go ,tmr then post the photos ,ciaos

太阳也许会想休息 放松了乌云
会挡住你回到我怀里的北极星
但你不用焦急

我会找到你 喔 ~~
我绝不会让你一个人孤单旅行
天空难免会飘起雨 淋湿你背影
没有你努力 我坚定挂上彩虹的心
才会所有担心
期待和你贴近(你和我很贴近)
不怕你的眼神会落在哪坐过季
又是不安 满满
因为爱情 满满
不用害怕 会明白
这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢
酝酿最纯的爱 喔 ~~
我知道我为谁存在
又是感动 满满
因为爱你 满满
你懂得让我释怀
遇见一起看海
在多的失望 也不想著对白 喔 ~~
我的生命因为你 满满~~
季节会犹豫会 呼吸会 为我漫停
会随心跳倒转到任何怀念场景
要一直相信你
要一直依赖你(要一直抱著你)
向全世界放映关於我们的
又是不安 满满
因为爱情 满满
不用害怕 会明白
这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢
酝酿最纯的爱 喔 ~~
我知道我为谁存在
又是感动 满满
因为爱你 满满
你懂得让我释怀
遇见一起看海
在多的失望 也不想著对白 喔 ~~ 我的生命因为你 满满~~
又是不安 满满
因为爱情 满满
不用害怕 会明白
这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢
酝酿最纯的爱 喔 ~~
我知道我为谁存在
喔~~~ 耶~~~
我的生命因为你 满满~~

PHOTOS !kay ,had my ZOO TRIP back ,it okay only lor ,i thought it will be great fun but very smelly leh ,currently girlf is at malaysia don know come back alr not ,(:
i want to meet yanting and her son soon ,i want to eat ice-cream but without getting fat,i want to watch movie ,i want to meeet up with all my lovely girls soon ,i want to have a memorale birthday ,i want to have iphone ,i want to eateateat ,i want money ,i want to work ,i want meeet up with aiai ,lastly i want to meet up jie super real soon , quite lame lah !shit me ,meeted laogong just now to buy potatoes for her dinner (: going out with yanting tmr ,hopefully can see her adorable son lah ,kay ,tmr having CS role play hahahs i haven even touch it plus i haven even copy the photos to the disc and need to hand in by tmr ,wth ,kay ,so i'm going aunt house now ,ciaos oh yah ,had a great FB message with jie ,in case you're at my blog ,you're the best wish to see you soon alright ,and the wedding that you going to host in singapore ,although you're at melbourne and cant talk to me often but you're the best in my heart which nobody can replace you ,hahahs don feel shy that i write at my blog , but really hope to see you soon ,from the small me till now and you're married ,hahahs ,okay stop my ranting ,see you real soon okay !
(:

Let the beautiful of magic kept sercret !

{: cheer after everything ,nothing is impossible de

FRIENDS COME AND GO ONLY TURE FRINED DON'T .
Kay ,basically went to school as usual and after school had our cashiering done ,it;s fun to play with lah ,really good !then home and rest awhile and meet the same clique again to talk to !wah ,we been meeting like 4 days straight ,i begin to love hanging out with them ,how ?later neglect my studies ?lols .

I'm so naive to actually want to know what you are thinking ,i don't mind you gossiping infront of others about me caue you will get your karma sooner or later and don't act as you don't know anything and know everything so well ,cause you're as fake as me once before ,isnt it ?I'm changing to a better person from now onwards ,and please you too ,grow up now ,grew from all the mistake you've made ,and don act like oh it's not your faults at all ,you are so FAKE as me !I admit that i'm not a very good friend and come on you too are not ,if you are ,you wont be repeating this mistake once again ,correct ?maybe people believe in you now and don believe in others what they had say ,oh come on please grow up from all this ,don come gossip this person and other min wah ,so good to this person ,you know who you're to them so what ,just be you ?i'm not blaming anyone now ,i'm just blame myself for trusting you all the while !

this post isnt for you its for someone i know which i cant forget it and its my blog so i can write anything i feel right now right ,if you're not happy and still think i'm writing about you since you readed it then PRESS ALT F4 i don need your any comment too

FUCKING UNLUCKY DAYS

I'm not going to post after my ca ,i feel like posting now ~
today was a fucking unlucky day to me ,cause of what :MISUNDERSTANDING !plus i have my trouble too !
oh i guess whatever i wrote here definately will gossip ! (come on no people in the world wont gossip ! )
Kay ,if you all really think is i write about you both or what fine so be it ,no point explaining so much ,my conscience is clear .if you all really think is i write ,fine here for you ,SORRY TO YOU !
Whatever i did now aday doest feel right to me ,i write on my FB the only reason to vexed on it if not i walk down to the road and let cars bang me ,isnt great ?like that wont gossiping or what alr what ,just receive a text or read newspaper ,AW SU YI ADALLYN is DEAD !then no need explain so much . Every misunderstanding happen,i grow up to know better ,things isnt the way that i think when it doesnt happen ,but when its happen i grow up alot through this !Every people makes mistake and they get a 2nd chance but to me i makes a mistake ,it's the end !i don even deserve a 2nd chance from it ,isnt ? thing are complicated for you to understand whereas is a person mind ? althought how bestfriend you're to him or her ,you still cant understand her or him ? sometimes i think that oh i'm just your hello friend later part bye friend ,doesnt it ? No point i keep trying yet i get nothing ,i did tried my best to deserve a 2nd chance but did you even know it ? No ,you did not ! i trying to prove myself to a better person but did you know it ,the same ans ,no you did not ? i really tried my very very best alr ,even someone is helping me but did you even give me that chance ? NO .you did not ? you even give other people 2nd chance rather than me ,isnt it ?and i feel that you keep finding faults in me ,i know that what you hurt deeply wont forget or forgive but must you keep finding faults in me , well since i tried my best and you didn even want to give me and lets be Hi Bye friend ba ,since you like it so much yea ! see ,thing is realistic ,i think you are still blind in the dark ,still don know the true colours ?but i don mind it ,cause i alr give up on this friendship alr ! from now onward ,i don't wanna know a single things about you ,cause the more i know the more i think that you are such a this person that i don deserve a 2nd chance !so be it then ,and just wanna let you know enjoy your new life now !yoiur new life now is better then secondary school life yea ,(:
i'm fine ,totally fine ,no worry yea ,charmaine ,i really wanna thanks you ,really !although now i don trust anybody ,but i know that you'll still by my side ,nothing in this world are prefect ,everybody do make mistake in their life ! isnt ? i'll slowly slowly and trust you back ,just give me time ?okay ?cause friendship things makes me trust only myself not others ! kay , what i wirte is base on what i'm feeling right now ,no offence here ,if you think i'm write here offenced you ,then you're tooooooooo sensitive le ,Lastly bye once my very good friend ,:D

Lame ,fucking shit ,don come near me !
post after my CA test !

Eh to u think i care -whatever childish act lah hor ,so lame shit ! oh and your writing is better then the Local wirter in singapore too ! only know how to wirte things on ppl blog ,yupp i agree with you i'm not a good friend or a true friend but i'm changing myself to . So do you ,come on grow up lah !and lastly FUCK BACK,since you like to fuck ppl first !

Some ppl are so childish man ,grow up lah please !
K ,since this person u think i care write about me , then i jiu write about my self instead
i just wanna tell you that although i'm not a very good friend ,but i'm changing myself to ,everybody deserve a 2nd chance isnt it!don tell me you never even make any mistake before ,oh come on !

sooner or later ,i'm sure i'm gonna be happy like hell and don care what other ppl think about me !so come on with all your nasty words ,i'm not going to care ,plus i'm going to change myself ,since this person ,you think i care say i'm such a this person !
k ,i'm going to enjoy myself this sat which is today as its 12.24 am ,then sunday will be stress with CS CA ,its like 5 units and i have to remember and the case study ,wah its killl my brain cell leh if i'm study 5 units for the whole sunday !meeting charmaine tmr again ! not going to think over such things already gonna let my brain rest already ,ciaos

SERENE: i m happy we can communicate well too[: i also super happy like hell when we stil cn have such a true friendship ! for past matter , both of us know its really childish in e past but that also a part of our growing up memories & let us learn alot of things or either more treasure our friends around[:
hahs . its not a bad things too doesnt it ? we learm many things frm all this childish things too(; hahs . i sure will share with uu everytings . i hope u share with me too[: ty so much , i will handle everythings well de(; i wont give up myself so easily too . all this probs will happen it now or either in future so i have to take it now or when its doesnt matter le . cus i alr learn how to being independent . i just want u gers by my side & thats all[: LOLS ! i decided to go tele-visit him aft his parents . maybe 20march barh . since he want to c me & talk clearly everything . no point to avoid & i must take e courage to go face my rs probs . i agree with u , but it wont be really like friends de cus i m sure both of us will choose not met each til each other maybe ? sign[: things difficult to say . anw really ty so much to u [:

ADALLYN:yupp good to communicate well yea ,if not later we end up fighting already lor ,hahahs (: YUPP should treasure it man (: yupp we learn alot of things from thid childish ,yupp i also want you girls by my side ,LOLS (:hahahs the rest i lazy post lah ! hahahs but still wanna tell you that life still move on ,so move on with your life man ,so you should put a stop over here le ,okay don think sooooooooooooo muchic lah ,hahhas you're so welcome man ,love die you !(:

Okay ,this are all overdue pic
P.S/ some haven upload but will upload soon if i get the picture !
OKAY ,first i have priece by belly and i love it so much hahahs !
and this are overdue picture that we go out last sunday with lovely girlfriends
and then the photos ,:D

today early in the morning was raining !i was trenched and my shoe is the er xin de part is soak with water ! can imagine how er xin a not ! lols ,okay i post serene de on my next entry hope she don mind cause i very tired now don feel like type so many ,ciaos

I really do hope you will remember ,serene ,next entry then post for you ! Had my belly done !

Okay ,photo will upload later !

Serene♥: Ada , here also a short post for u(; ty sis ! ur words really make sense[: bt i dont have e courage to do that . maybe i just like to use avoid to solve my probs . dont need say ty to me , i alr v appreciate that u willing to overcome this difficulties with me . in e past , we will all v young & make alot of stupid & silly things that make a mess in our friendship . all this nounsense make us even more closer s we gone through thick & thin . u change alots & become a more caring friends that i start to put u s my true friend[: rmb we was v close when we first met & becoming friend at e first day of chat at adss ? laughs(; its my bless to know u & i just want to stay with e memories . i will share all my feelings with u now cus i started to trust u since ytd[: sis , u bcome more sensible now . thats good & i m proud of uu[: btw i m trying my best to be myself now(; i hope i cn stay strong now & future . i will listen to ur advice de[: really ty so much , i wil concentrate on my job & studies . i wont get others matter to affect my job & studies . when i read e post u want to tell me , i feel my heart crack & want to drop my tears agn , but i still cn hold bak my tears[: nothing i want , i just want to feel being loves by someone , care by someone & someone to rely on . single gt its gud & attached gt its gud . its just e person we met & e path we choose . happiness is in our hand so we only blame our ownself s e decision is we choose our ownself . maybe its a new start too(; bt i feel that he will only think i choose to leave cus i dw him or other things ? sign[: i really dw to affect him & want him to walk a gud way when he come out . i really worried abt his lifes & woner how is him now ? sign[: i dont dare to go think so much . i will try not to think so much too . cya on this 21march . hahs(;


ADALLYN :Serene ,upon hearing that you putting me as true friends ,i'm so happy like hell ,yup we were rather childish and really make a mess in our friendship ,yupp i did change alot ,you too ,also change super lot neh !yupp i still remember that we first meet at adss and we talk hahahs ,its a bless to know you too ,hahahs i'm so glad that you willing to share it with me with all the things ,i'm really appreciate it alot ,i hope that you will tell me everything uh ,yupp be yourself !!i know you don have the courage but you still must do it ,you still must survive thought it leh ,don breakdown so easily ,i believe you can do it de !!!! no matter what i'm here for you de ,i know happiness is lies in our hands de ,yupp don worry too much for him and yourself ,cannot be boyf and girlf but can be close firned mah ,still can talk to him as a good friends de ,yupp don think too much ,see you on 21 also ar ,love ya

I begin to realise something ,along my way one friend come into my life ,no matter what i did no matter how i angry about her ,i wanna meet her and she will be there !and that CHARMAINE NG HUI MIN ,no matter what she's is my onloy one true friend that i made ,cause no matter how she will stand by me , so i'll stand by her too ,i will trust her completely with no doubts and everything ,LOVE HER TO THE MAX !

okay i'm so going out later but i haven done my RES script yet and due date is TOMORROW !heh heh ,going bugis later with the same clique plus laifong and serene .

Since i write serene name here ,so should post a short post for her : Serene ,i know you feel so complicated and confused what to do ,and have many relationship problem ,thanks for sharing it with me ,i hope you can be yourself and stop thinking about him ,you need to work and study right ?why not concentrade on it ,wasnt it better for you ? correct ,i know you feel so sad but still you have live .don because of this relationship make you so stress and sad ,why not just let go ,i know even if you let go the memories are flashing back in your heart but what can you do since he even like that already ,live life to the fullest !okay ,don think too much already yea ,see you later