FUCKING UNLUCKY DAYS

I'm not going to post after my ca ,i feel like posting now ~
today was a fucking unlucky day to me ,cause of what :MISUNDERSTANDING !plus i have my trouble too !
oh i guess whatever i wrote here definately will gossip ! (come on no people in the world wont gossip ! )
Kay ,if you all really think is i write about you both or what fine so be it ,no point explaining so much ,my conscience is clear .if you all really think is i write ,fine here for you ,SORRY TO YOU !
Whatever i did now aday doest feel right to me ,i write on my FB the only reason to vexed on it if not i walk down to the road and let cars bang me ,isnt great ?like that wont gossiping or what alr what ,just receive a text or read newspaper ,AW SU YI ADALLYN is DEAD !then no need explain so much . Every misunderstanding happen,i grow up to know better ,things isnt the way that i think when it doesnt happen ,but when its happen i grow up alot through this !Every people makes mistake and they get a 2nd chance but to me i makes a mistake ,it's the end !i don even deserve a 2nd chance from it ,isnt ? thing are complicated for you to understand whereas is a person mind ? althought how bestfriend you're to him or her ,you still cant understand her or him ? sometimes i think that oh i'm just your hello friend later part bye friend ,doesnt it ? No point i keep trying yet i get nothing ,i did tried my best to deserve a 2nd chance but did you even know it ? No ,you did not ! i trying to prove myself to a better person but did you know it ,the same ans ,no you did not ? i really tried my very very best alr ,even someone is helping me but did you even give me that chance ? NO .you did not ? you even give other people 2nd chance rather than me ,isnt it ?and i feel that you keep finding faults in me ,i know that what you hurt deeply wont forget or forgive but must you keep finding faults in me , well since i tried my best and you didn even want to give me and lets be Hi Bye friend ba ,since you like it so much yea ! see ,thing is realistic ,i think you are still blind in the dark ,still don know the true colours ?but i don mind it ,cause i alr give up on this friendship alr ! from now onward ,i don't wanna know a single things about you ,cause the more i know the more i think that you are such a this person that i don deserve a 2nd chance !so be it then ,and just wanna let you know enjoy your new life now !yoiur new life now is better then secondary school life yea ,(:
i'm fine ,totally fine ,no worry yea ,charmaine ,i really wanna thanks you ,really !although now i don trust anybody ,but i know that you'll still by my side ,nothing in this world are prefect ,everybody do make mistake in their life ! isnt ? i'll slowly slowly and trust you back ,just give me time ?okay ?cause friendship things makes me trust only myself not others ! kay , what i wirte is base on what i'm feeling right now ,no offence here ,if you think i'm write here offenced you ,then you're tooooooooo sensitive le ,Lastly bye once my very good friend ,:D